Deep ass sigh
I’m batting a thousand pissing both of the people I care about the most off at the same time.
when did I become so sensitve and insecure?
Is the weight of maintaining 2 relationships too much for me?
Is being in a ldr more trouble than it’s worth?
I don’t like this place that i ‘m in right now. All I want to do is love and be love. To feel secure and unthreatened.
I’m extremely jealous bc of the people she’s been hanging out with. Is that coming across as hypersensitivity?
Am I wrong to want her to myself?
Am I wrong to want to know who he’s talking to?
Am I justified in my feelings?
You have to teach people how to treat you. If you don’t they will do what comes natural for them and that’s not necessarily a good thing.
Sometimes people mean well but it comes across as intrusion, or judging. When all youreally want to say is I love you I care about you and I’m here for you.
What do you do when you don’t feel like yourself bc you’re being driven by your irrational and emotional state of mind. Instead of your pratical mind.
What happens if you can’t get it together?
You push the ones you love away…
I don’t want to do that.
I don’t want to be irrational. I don’t want to act out of my emotions.
I want to feel like patrice. Confidnet and strong. Tough honest. Secure in myself and my abilities.
I’m not liking myself very much right now. And it doesn’t feel good.
Gotta get back to who I am what I like about me.
Gotta make it right with me. Love me. Like me
If I lose who I am if I let myself slip then it doesn’t matter if they like me or not.
Find patrice. Become confident in youself. Treat them the way you want to be treted. The rest should fall into place.
Fall in love patrice
Fall in like with patrice
Indulge in patrice
Relax in patrice
Stress out over patrice
Worry about patrice
Treat them the way you want them to treat you.
Don’t take it personal.
Don’t be sensitive
Don’t read into things
Relax and let your guard down
You can’t love and guard your heart at the same time.
Yes, you may get hurt. But at least you know you gave ur all in trying.
And if it doesn’t work out on either end you can walk w a clear conscience.
You are open. You are honest. You are smart. You are special. You have been chosen by god and handpicked. You are multi talented. You are a leader.. you have charm and charisma. You exude class. You are a rare beauty. You are exquisite. Patrice don’t ever forget who you are.
Don’t accept treatment that is less than you deserve.
Patrice you are what you say you are.
You can do what you say you can do.
Death and life is in the power of your tongur. Speak it and it shall be.
You know all the battle uve fought. You know how far you’ve come.
Mistakes, yes you’ve made them. And you will continue to make them. You will always learn from your mistakes.
You will learn and you will still come out on top.
No matter the circumstances no matter the stress, the pain the hurt. You are strong and mighty you will win!
You will not give up. You will dream big and achieve much.
You are a success.
Your relationships are successful
Your career is successful
You know how to balance
You know when to speak
You know when yo shut up
Patrice, don’t give up. Stay strong. Love yourself. Work hard. And you will win.
You can do it.
I promise you can do it.
In jesus name